What’s with the title? Well let me explain this whooper. Yesterday I apparently got a letter in the mail. Tae didn’t tell me I had mail so I didn’t know it until I went into my room last night around 9:45pm. There on my bed was a letter from guess who….S! So I took it outside with me to read it while I smoked. I swear this idiot is on crack or something. He’s sitting up in jail (yes again) telling me he loves me and how he hopes I am not with and I quote “some clown who doesn’t love me as much as he can”. Ok first off I am not with anybody but even if I was how can someone assume that he’s a clown? S is the motherfucking clown for saying he loves me and always has. Nigga is on dope! Yeah I said the n word cause he’s a straight up idiot! If he loved me so damn much he wouldn’t only contact me when his ass is behind bars and when he did have me he let it go by not keeping to his word and talking to his “lady” after he was out. I swear he’s stupid. He’s hoping I haven’t moved. So I am both tempted to write back and go off on him and tempted to leave it be and make him think I no longer reside here. Ugh! I swear to god men drive me nuts. I am better off alone I guess. I don’t need assholes.

Your friend,

 I haven’t updated in a little over a week because there isn’t anything to talk about. Next week I’ll be helping my mom (she’s on vacation to do just that) with moving Tae out of my room. The week after that he’ll be at my grandmother’s for a week.  I definitely need to get laid during the week he is gone. Hmmm. Last week was Nicky’s birthday party then the 4th came so I had fun but nothing really noteworthy.  That’s about all. Just been in a funk and haven’t felt like doing much. Much less writing in here. But I am still alive.

Your friend,

Right now I need to be cleaning out my closet to make some room for these space bags but instead I am in front of this idiot box. I mainly just want to state I will be having my own room hopefully by the end of the summer.  My mom has decided to take the dining table and place it in the kitchen then take Tae’s bed minus the bookcase headboard and put it where the table was. Yay! No seriously though Tae is too old to be sharing a room with mama and since my bed has a huge ass motor on it (for up and down of head & legs and for massage) plus it’s an extra long twin it has to stay where it is since it’s just us two doing the moving of shit. 

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Your friend,

Photos that I said I took last week.. Click thumbnails to view better

At the park:




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Your friend,

I want to run away. 
Far from it all.
Away from the thoughts.
Away from the needs.
Just go someplace.
Some place I cannot be found.
Some place that depression never reaches.
Some place I am free.

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Your friend,